maaf

sometimes, i feel i made a big mistake being here.

i'm not tough enough, like u fellas,

i'm juz playing around, wasting money, flirting around (-_-)",

i have no direction, not take the road, going anywhere,

give me a gun, i'll make sure the bullets will go through my brain,

sorry mama, i owe u, i broke your heart,

sorry fellas, i think i should go away, far from here,

to an island, nobody there, only me,

i like to be alone, for now until whenever,

sorry fellas, i'm totally give up,

i quit, that's all.

with broken heart,

ridhwan...

(not a 'Buaya' anymore)